Atheism?

     As part of my free thinking lately I have been thinking a lot lately.  I have thought a lot about the events in the Bible, and the beliefs of the Christian world.  So far I don't beleive any of it.  I haven't made any decisions, but I find that after taking my mind out of the pit of Mormonism, and finding it to be false, I have a hard time believing in anything that does not have any scientific merit.  Not that I don't believe that miraculous things can happen.  I do.  I just think that the word miracle is a word we use when we don't understand how something works.  The same word has probably been used throughout time when something that was not understand was introduced to people, like electricity, or radio, or television, or flying.
     I am starting to think that there may be a supreme being or whatever, but that he/she/it is not what we may think It is.    It there is a "God" how can we even think that we would understand the way that it would judge us?  Why would It visit our Ancestors and not us?  Or maybe we are just here and there is no supremem being, there is just beings out there and some of them are smarter than others and some of them know more of the universe than others.  In the end if there is a God, I do not think that his desire in life would be for us to waste it bowing down to him instead of living our lives.  It almost seems childish! 
     I would never expect my own children to worship me.  Or to have a shrine in their houses of me.  The whole thing doesn't make sense.
     Right now, I think the bible is just a conglomeration of superstition, or an attempt to explain things that were not understood at the time they were written. 
     This weekend is General Conference.  I have debated as to whether or not I wanted to watch it.  I thought it might be fun to listen and laugh about some of the things that were said.  I still might, but I almost feel like I don't even want it around because it is so full of SHIT!  I mean I have a hard time believing that people believe the crap that comes out of those BUSINESS MEN'S lips!  How did I even believe it???

Please oh please, I think to my family and friends.....don't believe this Bullshit!  It is a con created by "crafty" men, to take your money away.